I just really wanted to tell you
I’m doing just fine now
I remember you used to call me so distracted and disturbed and weird
Maybe it was you who made me behave that way
For treating me so bad and abusing my feelings for you
Back then, I thought I deserved it
You have always made me feel bad
Making me feel I was such that person you have always described
And I thought I can ignore that
But now, I think I’m a better person without you
I have been contented
I can do and decide things on my own, for myself alone
And matters regarding happiness,
I can move on my own terms
I am not that woman you once knew
The person who thought have caused you pain…
And I was wrong.
You have caused me so much pain.
Finally, you and I have found the way to put our hearts and minds at peace
As for me, I’m trying to rebuild my life, too
And so far, I feel I’ve found everything that I need this time
Maybe it will be different for the both of us now
Just go…..
Because there’s no hope of us getting back together
We both know that everything we’ve rebuilt in our lives
Will come crashing down if we still insist to put things back together
We’re not meant to be
I’ve already learned this lesson
And I’m afraid I don’t want to go through all of this
All over again
