Last year, around July
Was my most frantic, disheartened,
Miserable, worn out, down-in-the-dumps feeling,
In rundown end….. so bleak, too weak….
I felt like I was shutting down
I decided to go somewhere really far
Somewhere I can cry really hard
Without anybody to see and stop me
Where I can scream, even hurt myself
It was something no one will ever understand
And if there’s one, I know he’ll be there for me
But I chose to runaway….
And face it alone.
Few days before I left
I tried calling that very important person
He had his mobile phone turned off
And he wasn’t in his office
So I just left a message that I’ll be leaving
After more than a month I came back
He was still the first person I tried to call
He replied and said to me “I’m still alive!”
I didn’t know what he meant by that
Thereafter, a common close friend told me
That when i left last year, he had a heart attack!
I was wordless!
That very day I rushed to him and just embraced him.
Then again, he called me last week
We had dinner and he spent time with me until late night
Just to tell me he’ll have heart operation soon
Again, a thunderstruck feeling hit me
There was fear. I was anxious. I was worried. I was concerned.
And just the day before his heart operation
He sent me a message to let me know…..
And so, a lot of anxiety factors wrapped me up
Uneasiness, disquiet, fear, worries
Incessantly the whole week
The most painful thing is that
I can’t even visit him in the hospital
Reasons both of us only know
And I waited the whole week
Sleepless nights thinking if he’s okay…..
Until, just now, I got a message from him…
“I’m back! I’m still alive!”
I cried really hard and thanked God for listening to my prayers
I CANNOT LOSE MY BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!
Why? We just can’t explain.
We have gone through a lot.
And I owe him almost 8 years of my life….
I got this song especially for him…..
YOU CHANGED MY LIFE IN A MOMENT
Janie Frickie
The nights the sky was filled with clouds
My worried mind was filled with fear
I couldn’t count all the lonely hours
Spent with memories and tears
never thought I would see the day
When I could throw all my sorrow away
But then you came and you showed me the way
You have made all those times disappear
CHORUS:
You changed my life in a moment
And I’ll never be the same again
You changed my life in a moment
And it’s hard for me to understand
With the touch of your hand in a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone (is gone…is gone…is gone…)
I never thought that I could change
Could change so much in so many ways
I’m still surprised when I look in my mirror
To see that I still look the same
CHORUS:
You changed my life in a moment
And I’ll never be the same again
You changed my life in a moment
And it’s hard for me to understand
With the touch of your hand in a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone
(You changed my life in a moment)
You changed my life
(And I’ll never be the same again)
I’ll never be the same
You changed my life in a moment
And it’s hard for me to understand
With the touch of your hand in a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone
(You changed my life in a moment)
Gone…gone..
In a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone…
