I loved you more than you’ll ever know
I thought our love was infinite and wide like the universe,
but now it’s reduced to this simple verse
I don’t know where or how I am
now that you’re gone,
My heart and love left with you
I don’t know, I don’t know what to do with me.
I want to forget
Forget that one day you made me happy.
Or forget that you have once hurt me.
But its stupid to lie to myself.
I just can’t live without you.
Life after you is a punishment without an ending.
and I wont survive for long. My life without you
is like a freezing child in the night.
Things will never ever be the same again.
I force my self to live without you,
Carelessly breathing the air of life
Like living without any reason at all
A life after you is just so hopeless
I’ll say this isn’t killing me, but that isn’t true.
I’ve turned into an enternal ghost that hunts memories of you.
Now I’m trying to force myself to open the door again.
To open my heart again and give it a chance to love and be loved again.
